We are not perfect and we are not superman, though we are strong and mature, there are still time that we are weak, our mind are strong and we plan so many things and actually wanted to do but we can’t deny the fact that still our humanly nature are working on and sometimes thinking to quit. But this normal, as what it says, our lives are just like a wheel, sometimes it goes up, and sometimes it goes down.
If we will talk about houses, for sure if it is our own, then we really wanted the best. After five years of getting married, my hubby and I always discussed if what is best for us, my daughter told me, mom, dad, I wanted to have a very happy family. That’s what I always longed for. So every time we chatted, I used to ask her, what do you mean when you say a happy family? She said, just show love for each other and minimize your tongue when you quarrel with dad. I silently laughed because might be she heard us while in action. These experiences made me realized to be careful with my words especially when we have some disagreements with my hubby, of course I told it to hubby so he should be very careful also. I noticed my girl that she’s very observant of what are going on in the surrounding. One day she asked me, mom why our house is small, unlike wowa and wowos house, she mean her grandparents. I told her, this is only what we can with your dad, by the way we will visit home and patio decor center so we can but for some furniture and decoration just to make our house beautiful. And she just smiles, wonderful.
In our families, the time we spent, the moments we shared, the gift giving, our laughter’s, and even our cries, these experiences are treasured and valuable. These keep our relationship better and stronger. Yesterday we had our family bonding and we hold it at Gui gui restaurant and grill, a Korean restaurant and we got our discounts because the owner is my friend. It was a complete family bonding time because some of my sisters residing abroad, so much fun we had while eating. The food was so delicious and we chatted most of the time and try to share and remember our past especially when we were young, so happy, really happy because we are united again. We haven’t see each other for a long time. We miss them so much. Sad to say after few moments my two sisters are now on their way to Singapore and Africa for their work and life journeys, we don’t know if when would be the next time to meet again, just take care always and i love you all. Maybe five years from now or whenever, we don’t know. Hope soon. What we just need to do and a must is to pray always with one another. One thing that made us proud with our family is, we are raised by our parent with good foundation and dedicated Christian faith.
Right now we are having a good fun with my family, my hubby bought a durian fruit for more than four kilos and we are just three eating for it. It seems it was our penalty for we need to eat so much. Later my hubby and my daughter surrendered because it was really many for the three of us.
I considered my brother as a talented person, not just because he is a musician and can play a lot of instruments but also of his knowledge about the combination and the use of different kinds of gadget in music, he is best in digital recordings, he even have an irig for his guitars and he can sing well. Such talent considered as a gift from God and seldom in this world to find like him. I’m so proud of you bro.
Two weeks ago I visited the Gabayan family and there I saw an old woman who suffered for sickness but I thought she’s okay so we offered prayer and ask God for healing and work over their lives but a day after she died, three days ago the same family I went back and again the son was sick and prayed again but in that evening he died. I reflected of what had happened and realized the value of life. The bible said what a profit for a man even he gains the whole world but lost his soul. We do not know our tomorrow, even how strong our body right now but tomorrow we still don’t know. Right now if you never receive Jesus as your personal savior and decided to be His only savior and lord in our lives then you should be. Paul said if we will confess through thy mouth that Jesus died at the cross buried and resurrected for our sin then we will be saved.
I played flutophone for almost five years, you know, the music it brings, the calmness of whistle that corresponds the moves of the air with a graceful singer… Oh I like it, that is how I love it. Sometimes during our corporate worship I played and it brought us to a feeling that we’re like in heaven singing songs and glorifying our God almighty. Hopefully my daughter will soon love my music.